2011-04-16 - 12:10 a.m.
You feel like a machine that is broken.
Unable to have babies,
you coil up in bed
and remember a dream you had:
you were being chased again.
When you reach your car (sometimes the car is missing altogether)
you realize it is locked
and you haven't the key
to open it.
You dream of women in golden gowns
who arrive in golden buses
and hand you golden envelopes
packed with money.
This time you wake up sweating.
You know they drugged you
and hid your body.
